Apparently my gut is still pretty in tune with what is going on with my life. I had been feeling as if there was this growing distance between Becks and I lately, and yesterday my feelings were confirmed.

I went to his house yesterday after work to hang out before I went to dinner. Well we decided to sit outside because it was so nice out and he starts the conversations saying “So I really wanted you to come over today so we could talk. About us.” No lead in necessary apparently =) From there he went on to say that while he enjoyed seeing me and spending time with me, he just wasn’t interested in starting a relationship with me right now. He’s going through a divorce, so he just doesn’t think he’s ready. Thankfully I had suspected that this was the case for a little while now, so it really wasn’t much of a surprise. We talked for about 45 minutes (he insisted on dragging this out and explaining everything.. twice!), and then I left to go to dinner with friends. He supposed to be at a birthday party I’m going to tonight, so hopefully it won’t get awkward.

I did discover last night that none of my friends liked me with him though. They all thought that I could do better and that they couldn’t see us lasting for any long amount of time because of our huge personality differences. Why no one said anything before last night, I don’t know!

Enough about the stupid boy… this weekend looks like it’s going to be super busy! Tonight I have that birthday party, tomorrow is the TX/OU Football game (Go Longhorns!!), then after the game I have a wedding. Then on Sunday my roommate and best friend is being baptized, so we’ll be at church most of the morning. Definitely not a weekend that I’ll get to sleep in at all! Hmm.. maybe I’ll meet some new potentials at the wedding on Saturday???